chaloner

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i know i promised i would write on this thing everyday and that i have failed this promise. i guess i just never found the necessity to have a blog with out a purpose, but yes now i see that it is a good way for me to write down the random thoughts that i think would be important to have but down so to kick start the random post of ChaLoner. ill put up a paper long explanation of how i felt the first day of classes started and i was still at home.

I woke up this morning looking at my ceiling thinking, damn I’m suppose to be in a dorm room right now, getting ready for my first class. But I’m not, I’m lying on my futon, in my condo, saying to myself hmmm works going to be interesting today, finally… got some sleep ready to sell, sell, sell. I’ve finally hit that surreal wall people talk about in the movies or on TV, were they know that they enjoy what their doing in life right now, like me I have loved every single freaking day of work so far and probably will, cause to me this job is fun and adventurous in its own little ways. But that surreal part is where you get hit with the thoughts, this is not what I want though; this is not where I should be. And it just sucks cause you know exactly where it is that you want to be and why you should be there. But, because of certain circumstances it is not possible to have what you want or be where you want to be. This is me right now a surreal Will that is happy with is life, but still has this

Constant itch that there is something missing. I remember you asking me a while ago if I would be coming back in the Fall. Well obviously since I’m writing this message, and because you haven’t seen me running around the halls of DuPont, speaking really loudly and hugging every freaking person I see, I am not at UMW. I’m still lying on my futon, having the sudden urge to write to you, because of that question you asked me, with the static sound of a TV, to use as background noise, just so I can have a sense of time passing by while I wait for work to come. I have a new answer for your question however. Will I becoming back to UMW this Fall? My answer is yes and no. Yes in the fact that I will be visiting, to see the great shows that everyone will be working on, or just out of the blue because I will miss every single one of you. But no in the fact that I am going to use this break from school to work my ass of and fined that Zen that most people attempt for when they take long breaks from

Something that they love and enjoy. I do have this to say, I will come back and you better believe that when I do it’ll be like an amazing hurricane, yes an amazing hurricane it is possible to have one of those and ill show you. This will happen in the Spring, and you know its true. But until that time I will keep in touch and you’ll see me around there’s no way I won’t stay away from UMW. But this Fall you and everyone else have an awesome time, don’t go to crazy. Don’t let the professors drive everyone to insane. But I will see you in the spring. Thanks for the question Devin.

so there you have it so far my feelings of being home with having a great job but still having that missing itch.

until next time, ChaLoner

so sorry for the bad grammar everyone

mmk everyone its the 7th night of what is to be a interesting and experienced filled sixth months. yes sixth months meaning that i will be taking the fall semester of school off to use as a break for myself that my parents and i feel is the best course of action for me to take at the current time. since i kind of wasted a full year at school were going to take this time to show myself what life would be like with out having a college diploma.

so heres the game pla. i need to make a certain amount of money each month to show my parents that i can work hard and have a good schedule compared to my speratic one while at school. at the same time i will be taking a class at nova to show the school that i am still able to do well in a class environment while still working. i have currently applied for three jobs. 1 is a secretary position at the YMCA, 2 is working at a Barnes and NOble, and 3rd is hopefully working at my malls Express store *fingers crossed* i just feel these new environments would be a good thing for me compared to the lifeguarding job i currently have now were i cant get any hours. ggggrrrrrrrr no fun zone.

i would also like to put out to any of my friends or any one that knows me in anyway that i will do party entertainment for charges and itll will always be a good time. just call my cell or email for more information.

well thats all for now, desi i miss you a lot and wish i could be there with you right now. i love getting your phoone calls in the morning and i cant wait to see you. to all else you know i love you all

night

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so today is the first day back from summer classes. to any who it may be concerned i will not be returning until Jan, for the spring semster. my parents and i both feel that taking a break would be best for me at this current moment in life. to all at umw, there are no worries i will def be visiting and chillin with you all.

one of my classes had me start a blog, so i decided that i might as well use it at least once a day to just put my thoughts out while im gone for the break.

oh and desi you’ll do fine without me there and we’ll be seeing each other soon.

Grrrrrr! smile

lets all have a fun zone

ChaLoner

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